Bitter Words. ♥

Thursday, March 29, 2007 ♥

today's horoscope:

You are shrewd to try to negotiate through a potentially tense situation,
but you also have to know when it's time to bring out the big guns--
otherwise,
you could be seen as a bit of a pushover.
There is absolutely no reason to tolerate someone who is rude to you,
so do not be shy about sticking up for yourself if you feel that you're being treated poorly. Compromising yourself for a bully is a lose-lose situation.

hahha okay.
i totally get it now(:
i'll try my best.

today in class,
there were some more zi-high parts.
but i'm damn lazy to post it here?
yeahh.
tomorrow's house practice.
the last one.
but i have the theresian awards thing so how how howw?
cos i've to be there.
AIYAH.
this is all just so troublesome-.-

shoutouts:

rw: your purpose is damn troublesome.
i've decided to not care about it-.-

ginny: EH. what's with the more crap?! please LAR.
you still owe me, BIG TIME.

-blank-: erm what do you mean do something about cheerleading?
can you specify? hmmm. cheerleading's under pris y'know.
you have to specify what you want me to do first then i can talk to pris about it?

and okay.
he hasn't updated:((
<3dt.

Cheng
12:58 PM

Tuesday, March 27, 2007 ♥

this RUIWEI ar.
post for her still NOT HAPPPPPY.
okay.
i shall tell you what she did in class today.
-.=

today in maths class,
she was zi-highing:

ruiwei: cheng[busy writing and totally ignoring her],
i finally realised that birthday is a day of reflection and not celebration,
we reflect on the purpose of our birth.
and what is it?
[hand gestures]
to make a difference!
[look at cheng]

cheng: to make a WHAT?
[still not looking at rw]

ruiwei: a difference! cheng.
that is,
in a person's life,
a community or even a difference in the world!
[hand gestures gestures yet again]
CHENG,
[hold on to cheng's arm suddenly, oblivious to the fact that cheng's still ignoring her]
i have realised my purpose!
I HAVE REALISED MY PURPOSE!!
[shake shake cheng's arm]

cheng: ohhhh differenceeeee.
[finally look at rw]
say lar!
i thought you said carrots.
to make a carrot?
on your birthday?!
HAHAHAHAHAHHA.
[look back at book and start writing again]

ruiwei: ...-.-"

i think you all don't get it.
it's okayy.
at least ruiwei understands.
HAHAHHHA.

<33dt

Cheng
10:55 AM

today's horoscope:

Try to take a more impersonal look at some problems you're having right now.
Yes,
it may seem counterintuitive to remove emotions from your thinking,
but you will understand the wisdom of this soon,
when talking to new people starts to get a lot easier.
When you can see your life for what it is
(not what it isn't, and not what you hope it becomes),
you start to see things you never noticed before.
It's time for frank discussions about what you want.

hmmmm.
i'll think about that.
err,
but just what things have i noticed that i've never noticed before?
ahhh nevermind.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KHO RUIWEI THE RETARDDDDD!
it's your special dayyyy WOOHOO!
finally,
hope you learn to be your age though.
HAHAHHAHHA.
okay joking!(x
anyway,
stop being emo and start being happy!
hahha.
AIYAH.
and learn to GET HIGH TOGETHER MANN!
cos when you zi-high,
we will zi-low.
LOL!
stay pretty,
<33333333 ya:D
PLUS.
don't hate it,
learn to L.O.V.E it:)
it's only once a yearrr!
hahhhah.

so many photos and i'm so damn lazy to upload.
and okay he has not updated.
://
ahhhhh.
<33dt.

Cheng
10:29 AM

Saturday, March 24, 2007 ♥

today's horoscope:

Today you must be aware of when your feelings are relevant--
and when they are not.
Not everyone needs to hear how you feel about every little thing.
Today you may have to deal with someone who is not open to other viewpoints.
So hold your tongue until you are asked specifically what you think about something
(or someone)
Otherwise,
you could really put your foot into it--
and start a complicated
(and uncomfortable)
discussion.

OKAY!
i'll do just that today(:
i'm in a good mood.
yesterday,
lit on stage was not bad!
hahha(:
shhhhhhhh.

and then ptc,
though ms sim said that i talk in class and screwed my amath and shouldn't be doing that cos i should be easily getting a 80+ but i got so low and also warned me about higher chinese and how difficult it is to get an A for that and i should put in more effort and blah blah,
MY MOM WASN'T ANGRY!
haha!
i <3 my mom sometimes(:

then heats,
I RAN OKAYY.
although my muscle ache was like shit,
plus i kinda pulled a muscle?
and with M.
AHHHHH.
i just don't know how to run with M larr.
but i completed it!
i feel so glad(:

today,
outting with ginny+seiyu,
shop shop shop till we die.
hahahha.
and later on,
meet up with pris,
and continue to shop shop.
hahhaha
it's such a shopping day!
just what i want:DD

yayyayyay.
life is good(:

haha.
so many smiles above.
(:(:(:(:(:(:
oh man!
i'm in a good mood!
WOOHOO!!

i'm listening to hana kimi songs.
it kinda bring back some memories.
aiyah whatever.
I'M HAPPPY!
WOOOO
HOOOOOOOO!
hahhah.

BYEBYE people!
<33dt.

Cheng
11:49 PM

Friday, March 23, 2007 ♥

today's horoscope:

Today,
when you suddenly feel an overwhelming affection for a person you've never really liked all that much,
you will be awakened to the powerful force that is your compassion.
Existing in a world with people who disagree with you is slowly but surely becoming something you can be comfortable with.
The 'live and let live' philosophy rings true to you,
and it can be liberating.
Conflict can be a choice--
and it's a choice you don't have to make if you don't want to.

i totally can't relate to that.
HA.

it's been a real BAD day.
it's the muscle aches that kill.
eh,
since after the PE on monday lar.
i've been having sore legs+stomach+ribs.
I CAN'T EVEN LAUGH IN PEACE.
cos my ribs will hurt.
i can't walk,
ESPECIALLY STAIRS.
i've to put in extra effort to hold on to the sides.

but well,
the day just gets worst.
when M came,
i was totally FED UP.
it's not even the right date yet lar.
WTH.

plus,
today's the 'climbing' day-
thursday.
where we climb from phy to math,
then to chem,
then to recess,
then math,
then bio,
then break,
then math.
WHOA.
the day's really not all that great.

tomorrow's lit on stage.
tomorrow's sports heats.
(muscle ache like SHIT, howw?)
tomorrow's PTC.

please,
just shoot me:/

but at least,
he updated(:
that makes my day(:
totally(:

<33dt.

Cheng
9:22 AM

Wednesday, March 21, 2007 ♥

today's horoscope:

You'll experience a mental tug-of-war today--
half of you wants to rush ahead and get things done as quickly as possible,
while the other half of you wants to savor every moment and wring as much experience out of your day as possible.
You'll be happiest if you choose one attitude early in the day and stick with it,
for better or for worse.
Waffling back and forth will only cause you,
(not to mention all the people around you),
a great deal of frustration.

erm,
i kinda already knew that.
i've irritated myself enough today.
but anyways,
we're just wasting our lifes away each day.
not doings things according to our wish,
not being able to choose.
and that,
SUCKS.

i hate being restricted.
being watched.
like some prisoner.
but it's just this way.
WE CAN'T HAVE OUR FREEDOM.
end of story.

ohmigod why does it have to this wayyyy?
arhhhh.
can't we voice it all out?

guess i'm being emo:(
he didn't update today.

<33dt.

Cheng
9:26 AM

Sunday, March 18, 2007 ♥

today's horoscope:

It's an important time for your family relationships,
so try to reach out to as many different branches of your family tree as possible.
Phone calls,
emails,
face-to-face conversations--
they're all great ways to keep those family ties strong.
You provide something necessary and unique to their lives right now.
And you don't have to spread only good cheer--
even sharing some of your problems with them will make you feel closer.

hmmmm.
i provide sth necessary and unique to their lives?
rightttt.
sharing some of my problems with them will make me feel closer?
yeaahhhh AS IF.
my family's kinda impossible.
oh wells.
i mean,
at lease it's a fact that we're kinda spreaded in different places.
plus,
some of them are just TOTALLY IMPOSSIBLE lar.
haiyah.

i realised he update quite often.
i don't really know how he does it.
maybe wake up at the impossible times in between the night,
to blog.
??
hmm.
but still!
shouldn't he be like busy?

hahha so many people are impossible today(:

come on twinkle,
why don't you clap your hands,
just open your door,
for a better tomorrow;
and play your own life like a,
movie star,
don't you know that we're all dreamers.

my last day in heaven.
ohmigod.
tomorrow,
HELL.
ARHHHHH:/

<3dt.

Cheng
11:27 PM

Saturday, March 17, 2007 ♥

today's horoscope:

Yes,
it's true that you have been the recipient of many generous acts from your friends,
but you know you can help them out,
too!
Sharing is definitely a two-way street,
so make your way toward one of your friends today and share some of what you have-- whether it's money,
time,
jokes,
clothing or good advice.
Your pal might not need any of these things,
but that doesn't matter.
The value is in the gesture,
and you will be sending someone a message that he or she needs to hear right now.

WHOA.
so what do i do!
err,
anyone need me to share anything?
hmmmm.
i'm serious.
if you do,
call me kay.
:D

omg it's a saturday!
which means,
tomorrow's sunday.
and tomorrow tomorrow is,
school day.
yucks:/

aiya this is too short.
when it's back to school,
it's back to headaches.
i've to admit that this' my life.
how sad.
okay no self-pity.
but seriously:(

i've been listening to some chinese songs the past few days.
but i get very bored sometimes.
hahha.
anyway,
i like these songs(:

罗志祥 and 幸田来未-Twinkle

罗志祥-爱转角

twinkle twinkle can't you see;
don't you know that we're all dreamers?
<33dt.

Cheng
11:50 PM

today's horoscope:

Some weird behavior that has been going on in your social circle right now might be meant to get a rise out of you--
and you simply can't ignore it anymore.
Give it some of your attention today,
and push back when the comments get too pushy or provocative.
Set aside time early in the day to start the conversations you need to have.
Be bold and honest--
get to the bottom of things as quickly as possible.
You will be very relieved when you do.

OMG.
this is so !
i'm actually starting to believe in these things.
cos it works,
y'know.
sometimes.
like yesterday,
i really took things slowly and had patience.
and POOF!
it's THERE.
i was like ?!?!?!
OMG?!?!
O.o
i'll try to get to the bottom of things.
hmmm.

yesterday:
went out with mom and aunty.
they HAD to stay in the library for so long.
hais.
not like i don't like the library or anything,
it's just that,
IT WAS SO COLD.
hahhha okay that's lame-.-
anyway,
after that,
went town with them.
they went body shop to buy stuff.
and i was just waiting,
and waiting,
and waiting,
when i saw -------.
i was like;
OMG CHENG YOU MUST HAVE SEEN WRONGLY.
so rub rub eyes,
stare again.
and it really was -------.
okay i admit i was a bit shocked and all.
cos i've not seen her for quite long.
hmmm.
but it's no big deal anyway.
i'm living my life way better right now(:

shoutouts:

des: NOOO HOW CAN IT BEEE?
and since when is there GREEN -------??!!
you're supper rubbish LAR-.-

regine: ...... all i've to say is,
use your own imagination.
HAHAHHAHHA.

<33dt.

Cheng
12:05 AM

Friday, March 16, 2007 ♥

today's horoscope:

This is a time to be more conservative and to take things nice and slow.
Whether it's a potential new romance or a new job opportunity,
something exciting is coming your way,
and you need to be careful about easing your way into it.
Dip your toes into the waters to test them out before diving all the way in.
If you jump into a new endeavor head first,
you may end up with a major headache--
and an alliance with someone you don't really know all that well.

okay.
today's horoscope,
i understand!
for once.
hahha.
so i will take things slowly.
yes s-l-o-w-l-y.
whoa i'm actually glad that i can relate my horoscope with my life.
hmmmm.

mon:
SHOPPING WITH MOM.
omg this is supppperb finally like.
i've waitted so long for this day.
HAHHHA.
<33
the green ___ i've bought!(:

tues:
went out with rw.
watched [pursuit of happiness]
it's really saddening. i was kinda touched really.
*sniffs*

took neos.
like how FINALLY.
the new machine;
it's funnnnny.
but i like the way it is.
me and rw,
we were so noisy.
cos it was new and we were familar with it.
so we kinda shouted throughout.

cheng:'LOOK UP!'
rw:'whereee?'
*act pretty*
*smile*
cheng: 'okay next one!'
rw: 'yeahh, where now?'
cheng: 'LOOK STRAIGHT!'
rw: 'OH OH IT'S THIS CAMERA NOWW!'
*point*
cheng: 'it isss?'
*blur*
rw: 'YEAH!'
cheng: 'OMG.'
*move move*
*pose*
cheng: 'QUICK QUICK BI-BICYCLE!'
rw:'AHHHHH!'
cheng: 'HAHA the bicycle thing is soooo cute!'
rw: 'HHAHHA YEAHH MANN!'
cheng: 'OMG QUICK TAKING ALREADY!'
rw: 'OHOH okay what poseee?'
cheng: 'ERRR...'
*frantic moves*
*sit*

erm,
something like that lar.
hahhha.
and we were so stubbon with the yen.

cheng: 'eh this machine don't wanna eat coins!'
*poke poke machine*
rw: 'huh really mehh? how can?'
*still checking out the place*
cheng: 'reallly! see?'
*studdonly push S$1 into the too small hole*
*poke, poke*
rw *finally bend down to help cheng* : 'ohhhh. must change to jap money i think'
cheng *finally stop poking* : ' ohhhh yeaahhhh horr'

LOL.
but we had fun!
mostly(x

wed:
seiyuu came over.
SHE'S LATE.
humphf.
supposed to be here at 130.
and she happily called to tell me SHE'S STILL AT HOME.
-.-
did our chinese project.
watched TV.
fooled around.
wanted to watch death note 1 again,
since she bought the dvd.
but watched DT stuff online instead.
hahhha.
oh wells,
death note can always wait right?
i mean,
when compared to DT?
nahh death note's not that important.
PLUS,
we watched death note before.
but DT?
hahha far more interesting(:

did i mention how much i LOVE holidays?
oh man it's the BESTEST.

<33dt.

Cheng
2:45 PM

Wednesday, March 14, 2007 ♥

Today’s horoscope:

You got up on the right side of the bed this morning!
It is as if you have been shot out of a cannon --
you'll be so full of energy that you could cause some damage if you don't carefully plan where you want to land.
You have been developing a growing understanding of a certain sticky situation,
and today you will be able to channel your energy to address it much more effectively than ever before.
Use all your energy to diffuse a potential bomb in your social group.

hmmmm.
okay.
so what am i supposed to do?

went shopping yesterday.
:D
going for movie later
:DD
didn't i mention just how much i
<33333 holidays?
oh wells.

shoutouts:

ginny: 'like now like nothing cann?'
PLEASE LAR.
it's kind of written all over the place hahahh
but you couldn't see.
but it's good that she FINALLY let it out.
emmm.

regine: hahhah rain! hahha yea that's number one of cos!
but nan is cutee!<3
:D

mj: hahhaa i haveee the picture lar.
will send you sooooon.
hahha.
ohh yeaaa the cards.
august!
hurr so far away.
but it's okay.
you'll be reminded of my love again then!
:)))

Cheng
1:56 AM

Sunday, March 11, 2007 ♥

so i'm finally here to update.
hahhha i'm a lazy pigg see.
been/still watching come shows(:

regine: Nan is cute lar. hahhha.
mj: i'll send you his photo on msn.
so i won't post it up heree.
hehheh(x

efl's finally overrr.
people cried and all,
but i'm un-touched.
and i'm not cold-blooded please.
it's just,
that i've been sleeping throughout.
everytime we're supposed to be relaxing and reflecting,
i'll feel like:
whoaaa,
air-connn,
hmmmm,
zzzzz.
sorry.
i can be tired can't i?
have been sleeping late everyday.
urhhh,
those panda eyes.
GO AWAY:/

i'll recieve those only in august!
hmmmmm.

holidays are here.
what shall i do?
movies movies movies,
shopping shopping shopping.
i've missed you soooooo-oh-ohhh much.

Cheng
5:00 AM

Sunday, March 04, 2007 ♥

and i found out this.
HAHHA
it's quite funnnny.
skater: 0%
HAHAHHAHHAHAHA.

You scored as Trendy. Your A Trendy

Trendy

70%

Emo

35%

Prepy

25%

Chav, Townie, Rude Boy, Ned, Kev

20%

Rocker, Mosher

20%

Goth

10%

Skater

What Group Are You? Chav, Rocker, Skater, Emo, Goth, Trendy, Prepy Ect
created with QuizFarm.com

Cheng
4:25 AM

Saturday, March 03, 2007 ♥

CA'S FINALLY OVER!
though i'm gonna kinda screw quite badly,
WHO CARES.
hahha.
the most important thing is,
IT'S OVER.
that's all i wanna know.

HOUSE practice today.
after which,
vivo-ed with regine.
were supposed to watch movie,
had no seats:/
cos we didn't book online.
so walked,
and TALKED.
and cleared STUFF.
and we kept like..
OMG-ing.
hahhahhha.
shhhhh
inside joke(:

we saw this boy.
who was SUPER funny.
told you vivo have weird people.
his bag was like,
...
hanging outta his pocket.
with a RUBBER STRING.
and the bag,
was a SCHOOL BAG.
those with WHEELS.
i think you don't get it.
aiyah whatever.
you just should have seen him.
then you'd know what i mean.

i'm being so colourful today(:
keep watching the world go by.

results,
GO AWAY!
:/

Cheng
2:25 AM